30 January 2020

Brief Acclaim


It was my birthday this week and my beloved packed me into a car and drove to the lake.
I'm not doing that well these days and it was a desperate effort to brighten up my mood.

We walked alongside the gloomy, but beautiful body of water and finally saw the clearing in the clouds. It soon got swallowed by darker, heavier ones.

Not 5 minutes later, save back in the car, we watched the sudden rain and other people fleeing from the beach.

It made me think about all those brief and bright moments I've experienced in my life. The chances I never took the full advantage of. Those victories that became amazing stories instead of a steady and shiny career. The red carpet walk drowned in trauma by the unexpected death of a lover.

So, in eford to become a version of myself I actually like (more than a winy, depressive bitch), I made a video about it.

You can watch it here.


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